Monday, May 2, 2011

Three times bitten zero times shy.

Well I did it again, I chased after the same hot wolf. I found messages in the woods telling me what a hot wolf cub I am, how much he wants to come to my den and play. The messages were all leading me down the same path. I can't resist men. I like to be petted. I like it when a man scratches behind my ears. Yes I am a wolf, but I am cub and I long to be domesticated. I can't explain this even though I howl at the moon every chance I get. But this particular night a few days ago instead of howling at the moon I made my den all cozy and even told a family member I could not visit with her. I told the hot wolf he could come over late at night after he was done hunting for food. So I waited, and waited, I fell asleep. He never showed. So I went out and left him some messages asking him what happened? Had I read his messages in the wood wrong? I told him explicitly how to call out my name, I would hear, but he never called. I have not found any replies to the messages I left him in the woods. I am feeling bad, not as bad as before, but bad. Later the next day while out in the woods, I saw him further down the path around where you hunt for men. He seemed to be looking for other wolves, or is it men, I am confused with him. I have no idea if he saw me.